All I live for now are my books. & I mean that literally! I can't be bothered about people & problems now. I'm trying to solve the problems in my books first, before anything else. I can't believe I've changed so much. I mean, last year, I was such a retard. I never stopped talking, I never did my homework, I never understood anything, and then suddenly after the holidays.. BAM! Study study study.
Last year, my best friend Anna, & I made a promise to prove everyone wrong. Because everyone thought we were actually really retarded and could never do well in life. Well, look who's come out to be tops(;
But now that I'm such a nerd, I can't balance friendships and studies both at the same time. It isn't easy. So.. yeah. Problems in books are solved, but not problems in friendships.
As much as people say losing one friend is nothing, oh trust me, it really is SOMETHING. Everyday I go to school, I feel so.. lonely. It's sad. Well I suppose just a little while more to go. Till' school's over. Then I'll fix everything else.
p.s how do nerds balance both studies and relationships at the same time?
