Sunday, July 31, 2011

Friday, July 29, 2011


Amy, I loved you from the very start. 
<3

If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

Reading my diary <3 
(: 
I laik your dimple. :D <3 

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you. 
 

A whole other world, a different dimension.

I've been feeling very.. lonely lately. I don't know why. Maybe it's PMS, who knows? But I don't like the feeling one bit. Feels like I have no one in the world to talk to except maybe one or two important people in my life. It sucks. I wake up every morning to just another day hoping I'm going to get something out of it. I go to bed every night knowing that I haven't achieved much at all throughout the day. And mind you, this happens everyday. Yes I know I can help it. I can fix it for myself. But question is, do I want to? I have no one here with me to talk to that I'm too absorbed in my own self-pity. I mean if no one is going to feel sorry for me, maybe I should feel sorry for myself? Yes, yes I know it sounds bloody retarded. It is. I'm still convinced this is PMS. Everyone seems to be living their happy little lives with a sense of direction in what they're going to do and where they're going to be but me? I feel all.. ished. Ok hopefully this feeling goes away tomorrow. Good night. 

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most. I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Heeeeeeee<3 
Guess whoooo?
Isn't he just adorable!?!? 
<3 <3 <3

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Okay so I am quite satisfied with the results.. heeee :D Will post pictures when I can be bothered to take them. (: Promise!
Dying my hair. With moral support from the sister. DIY hair dyeing is so scary. :/ WHAT IF MY HAIR TURNS BRIGHT RED. D; I'm so scared. I have to leave it in for 30 minutes. This is so nerve wrecking. I'll post pictures (if it looks okay) when it's done. Fingers crossed! 
x

Friday, July 22, 2011

Summer vacation is finally hereeee! hm. what to do, what to do... I have shitloads of holiday homework. And I need to complete it before I go to New Zealand or I won't have time. wtf.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

I literally cannot stop laughing each time I watch this video hahahahahahahaha.



LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TOMORROW!! This means I'm going to Year 11. And the thought just toootally freaks me out. :/ 
I'm going to be on vacation for like.. 6 weeks? What the hell am I gonna do. We'll be going to New Zealand but that is only in August. I wanna take loads of pictures during the summer break. :D And get them printed so I can send them as postcards or something. That'd be pretty cool. :D 
I can't believe I'm missing Incubus this Saturday. I'm so annoyed. The only reason I'm not going is cos' Anna isn't going cos' she's broke and I don't want to go with anyone else. No fuuuun. sigh. oh well... 
I wanna highlight my hair. But I'm thinking twice. Cos' I don't want my hair to get damaged and drier than it already is. Hm.

So the video is just a lil' something. I don't know about you, but I think she's amazing and if she keeps getting views she can actually get really famous. She has a really pretty voice. (: 
xxxxxxxxxxx

Monday, July 18, 2011

So I decided to add a little colour to my blog since it's been grey this whole time. I suppose blue will do for a while (:

Fairies do exist. They’re just a little… shy. 
Cravingggg!

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Home Sweet Home.

Camp is overrrr. We got back today. I have so much to say about camp. Both good, and bad. I had so much fun. And I'm pretty sure everyone else did too. We did 3 main activities, which were canoeing, the obstacle course, and the rope course. I thoroughly enjoyed each activity. Anna was my partner for canoeing, and omg, it was the bomb. We were on fiaaaah. I was quite surprised that we were one of the fastest. Canoeing was our first activity, and it was under the hooooot sun. But it was a good workout, and I swear, I got bigger biceps after canoeing for an hour and a half or so. :P
Anyways, on the first night, we were served dinner, which was s.h.i.t. It was disgusting. Yeaaaaah, I know what you're thinking. "it's a camp, obviously it's gonna be shit." But we paid 520 bucks for this camp. We got shit rooms, and shit food. I swear the drinks were diluted. The drinks were mostly water, with then, a bit of cordial. Even the breakfast milk was diluted! How gross right?

So on day 2, we had to finish both our other activities, which were the rope and obstacle course. Again, it was incredibly hot. Worse than the day before. We had to walk quite abit, before we got to the hill which we had to climb in order to get to the obstacle course. What we didn't know, was that the hills and rocky areas we climbed were part of the obstacle course. So once we got to the top, everyone was quite tired already. We then got down to doing the actual obstacle course. Since I don't know the names of the obstacle courses, I'm just gonna show pictures that a friend of mine took.
 

 


We learnt alot through this camp. We learnt about teamwork,trust and support. The things we did really showed how much our class supports each other. I realised that my class is so tight. Everyone is there for each other. When one of us messed up, which happened 10 000 times, the whole class never got angry at that one person. Instead, we worked together. I was amazed at the teamwork my class and I showed during camp. We had sat through a talk before, and I swear the talk actually helped everyone. My class has just become so much closer after this camp. And I'm also so much closer to other people in my year now. <3
I wanna do it all over again. ):
But now I'm falling sick.
Oh and the beach also had jelly fish, and I got stung on both legs and it hurt like a bitch. just sayin'.

Btw all pictures shown here were taken by Christopher Wong (: 

Sunday, July 10, 2011

C A M P !

Tomorrow is my year 10 camp to Lumut. We're going for 2 nights, 3 days. I am quite excited. There's a small part of me that's nervous though. I don't know what sort of activities we're gonna do... But yea. we're staying at a five-star hotel and guess who's my room mate?
Tadaaaa. yup. It's anna. This is gonna be fuuuuuun. (; Just two retards in a room, imagine all the shit we'll be doing. lolers. I hope I've packed the right things for camp. I haven't got track bottoms. Apparently we need them soo..... yah. And I always over-pack. I practically packed my entire wardrobe. Oh well. Just in case I spill juice on my shirt.... Haha. Anyway, I'm bringing my camera. Anna and I are thinking of going out in the middle of the second night to the beach to chill. Can't waaait. I haven't been to camp in 2 years I think? So this is gonna be interesting. Oh and on the second day, we'll be canoeing. (; And we'll have time to chill by the beach. <3 Buuuut I'm gonna miss my bed. I love my bed. Oh well. At least this isn't one of those camps where we have to sleep in sleeping bags. I hate sleeping bags.

Friday, July 8, 2011