; Scream your heart out ♥: March 2011

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Omg I want a sugar glider :D

I love you mom and dad. this phrase randomly pops in my mind telling me that I should spread the word that “NO MATTER HOW HARD HEADED WE CHILDREN ARE, FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS, WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH”

When you were a kid..

remember the feeling when you’re with your parents in the grocery store? then suddenly you can’t find them ? that scary feeling that you lost them and no one will keep you?
remember the time when all you can do is cry and tell your parents what or who made you cry?
remember the time when you want piggy back rides/shoulder rides/leg rides with your father ? that enjoyable moment they give you?
who tucks you in bed ? remember the time when you sleep in the middle of your mom and dad in bed ? the feeling of security?

Now that you’re a teen..

Do you get the feeling of punching someone in the face just because they disrespect your parents ?
the feeling when you want to give them a gift when it’s their birthday.
the feeling when you cooked food and they liked it, telling you that you’re good ?
the feeling when they tell you that they’re proud of what you did :)

Every parent wants the best for their child. Even though they scold you at times, that’s for your own good. So like and reblog this if you agree. I love my parents :D

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

:D

Today was a very intense day. A very tiring one too. Bio test, Chem test, then a Netball match after school. But all in all, today was a great day. I found my Homework Diary. FINALLY! & I think I did pretty well for the Bio test. Hopefully I did. Gotta pass that. But I did badly for the Chem, which was so damn hard. & then, after school, we started practicing for the match against Mutiara. I was really freaking out cos' I heard they were gonna be beastly. Some of them who came today were a little on the big side. & worse, I realised the person I was marking was an African girl, & usually in Netball, the African girls are the scariest. So I was nervous. Then the match started, & boom, we started thrashing them. Michelle played really well today. I played a full game straight with no breaks, which was quite tiring. We had to do it in the tennis court today, and the sun was out, so it wasn't easy for all of us. But we did it anyways. So.. Basically it's been a good day for me. My day is complete. (:

Now back to every other normal Thursday...

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

I am dying. I am waiting for next Friday, my last day of school before I have a 2 week Easter break. It's been such a long and tiring term. I am physically and mentally tired. So much has been going on lately I don't even know where to start. I have way too much work to do. & it's only the second term. Next term, the last term, is gonna be a lot worse. I wish holidays started already. So, tomorrow, I have a Chem test, a Bio test, & a Netball match at 4. Played Basketball during last period, walked to Eco Park, practised Netball, did drills with the team. Oh goddddd. Everything is happening too quickly.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Idgaf that it's men's perfume. It smells amazing<3

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Yay. Congrats to everyone who did excellently for SPM(:

At this time of the year, next year, I'll be sitting for my exams:/ oh no.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

All I live for now are my books. & I mean that literally! I can't be bothered about people & problems now. I'm trying to solve the problems in my books first, before anything else. I can't believe I've changed so much. I mean, last year, I was such a retard. I never stopped talking, I never did my homework, I never understood anything, and then suddenly after the holidays.. BAM! Study study study.

Last year, my best friend Anna, & I made a promise to prove everyone wrong. Because everyone thought we were actually really retarded and could never do well in life. Well, look who's come out to be tops(;

But now that I'm such a nerd, I can't balance friendships and studies both at the same time. It isn't easy. So.. yeah. Problems in books are solved, but not problems in friendships.

As much as people say losing one friend is nothing, oh trust me, it really is SOMETHING. Everyday I go to school, I feel so.. lonely. It's sad. Well I suppose just a little while more to go. Till' school's over. Then I'll fix everything else.

p.s how do nerds balance both studies and relationships at the same time?

Monday, March 21, 2011

Okay really, tell me, who can NOT love her?

She's amazzzinggg. Her songs are so catchy..

She uses truckloads of glitter..

&......

She's the reason unicorns are extinct(;

Yea yea, I'm being sarcastic.

But have you watched her video for Blow?

It's beyond the valley of randomosity.

Unicorns, rainbow guns, glitter,

She even makes out with a unicorn.

L i k e , h o w i s t h a t e v e n c l i n i c a l l y p o s s i b l e , r i g h t ?

But she's different. Just like Lady GaGa.

Which is why I adore them.

So all you haters can go suck lemons because she's awesome & you're just pure jealous<3

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Saturday, March 19, 2011

After everything that has happened recently, I have so much to say. But I try not to say anything because I know that sometimes when I get fed up & finally tell someone off, I can be really nasty about it. & since I obviously don't want that to happen, I'll blog about it instead of talking about it.

Okay, firstly, I think someone should only be called a friend, if :
1) They stick up for you when others talk shit about you
2) They don't go about spreading crap that isn't true
3) When you're down, they make you feel better, or at least try to
4) They don't ditch you in times of trouble to protect themselves from getting into any trouble.
5) They try their best to always make you smile.
6) They know exactly what can make you feel better when you're upset.
7) They don't take advantage of you.

& sadly, I know people who are total opposites of everything I just listed. Now, I'm not saying I myself make the best friend, cos' I have my own flaws as well. I know for a fact that I'm not perfect. But is it wrong to at least TRY to be a good friend? Will it do you any harm to be nice? Of course, these days, when anyone is nice, people end up taking advantage of them. But that isn't an excuse to be a bitch all your life. Because when you show people respect, people will respect you as well. Likewise, if you're nice, people will realise you're one of the few sincere ones. & they'll be nicer to you as well. Most of the time, at least. & if you know someone is known for taking advantage when people are nice to them, then simple, try to avoid them. Because a friend doesn't use a friend to get something they want, & then throw that person away when they've got what they want. That's just wrong.

Sometimes, it pays to forgive & forget, because it could possibly make friendships stronger. But on the other hand, sometimes it's okay to forgive, but not forget. I can name so many instances where I forgave people, but I am yet to forget what happened. Because sometimes, when you forget things so quickly, it gives more room for the same thing to happen again. Oh trust me, you don't want to make the same mistake twice. You'll feel the burn afterward. Believe me. When you make the same mistake more than once, not only will you feel like such a fool, you'll also be in a huge dilemma whether to let it go or not.

A friend also never ditches someone to get themselves out of trouble. Among all the shit I've been through, that must be the worst. To finally realise that the one person you called a best friend, ditched you when you were in big trouble, when you needed her/him most. When it was supposed to be BOTH of you who landed in hot soup, but it ended up only being you, since she was too cowardly to accept the fact that she was in the wrong as well. In order to get herself out of any trouble, she walked out of the whole situation, & left you to fend for yourself. If you haven't experienced something like this, let me just tell you, it hurts. It hurts so much. Someone you treated like family, betrayed you. It feels like you got stabbed a hundred times in the chest.

Quit lieing to yourself. Quit saying "I'm okay" when you know, for a fact, that you're sure as hell not okay. It's okay to cry. It's okay to let it out. It's alright to admit that, yes, you've fallen down, but you'll be able to pick yourself up after a while. It's true when they say time heals pain. & if you feel you need to talk, but you don't know who to talk to, or have no one to talk to, write about it. Scream it out. Cry it away. Sing it. OR, you could just choose to feel sorry for yourself, & hope that an angel will walk in & heal you.

Do remember that:

When you show respect, you earn respect.
When you're nice, people will be nice to you.
When you fall, it'll take time, but you'll be able to pick yourself up again & move on.