I want to be super skinny. 

New Zealandddd!

My 2 week holiday is over): It didn't feel like 2 weeks. It felt like... a few days. I had so much fun I'd love to do it all over again. It was freezing cold since it's winter there right now. It's my second time going to New Zealand and I love it even more. People are so amazingly friendly. I can't even begin to describe how beautiful New Zealand is. Everything about it is so chilled, so laid back. I would absolutely love to live there. In fact, my dad is already thinking of migrating. The sheep there are so fat and cute and omg when they run, it's the funniest sight ever. Oh and there's this really yummy cookie called CookieTime which is made in New Zealand and they are heavenly. I do have a complaint about New Zealand though. Everything is too bloody expensive. Even for the locals. Aaaanyways, pictures are on fb. (:

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New Zealand tomorrow, for 2 weeks, and I haven't even packed yet.shit.

New Zealand in a weeeeeeeek!

The Bomb.

Our little princess♥

Amy, I loved you from the very start. 

<3

If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

Reading my diary <3 

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I laik your dimple. :D <3 

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you. 
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A whole other world, a different dimension.

I've been feeling very.. lonely lately. I don't know why. Maybe it's PMS, who knows? But I don't like the feeling one bit. Feels like I have no one in the world to talk to except maybe one or two important people in my life. It sucks. I wake up every morning to just another day hoping I'm going to get something out of it. I go to bed every night knowing that I haven't achieved much at all throughout the day. And mind you, this happens everyday. Yes I know I can help it. I can fix it for myself. But question is, do I want to? I have no one here with me to talk to that I'm too absorbed in my own self-pity. I mean if no one is going to feel sorry for me, maybe I should feel sorry for myself? Yes, yes I know it sounds bloody retarded. It is. I'm still convinced this is PMS. Everyone seems to be living their happy little lives with a sense of direction in what they're going to do and where they're going to be but me? I feel all.. ished. Ok hopefully this feeling goes away tomorrow. Good night. 

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most. I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

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Heeeeeeee<3 

Guess whoooo?

Isn't he just adorable!?!? 

<3 <3 <3

Okay so I am quite satisfied with the results.. heeee :D Will post pictures when I can be bothered to take them. (: Promise!

Dying my hair. With moral support from the sister. DIY hair dyeing is so scary. :/ WHAT IF MY HAIR TURNS BRIGHT RED. D; I'm so scared. I have to leave it in for 30 minutes. This is so nerve wrecking. I'll post pictures (if it looks okay) when it's done. Fingers crossed! 

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Summer vacation is finally hereeee! hm. what to do, what to do... I have shitloads of holiday homework. And I need to complete it before I go to New Zealand or I won't have time. wtf.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

I literally cannot stop laughing each time I watch this video hahahahahahahaha.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TOMORROW!! This means I'm going to Year 11. And the thought just toootally freaks me out. :/ 

I'm going to be on vacation for like.. 6 weeks? What the hell am I gonna do. We'll be going to New Zealand but that is only in August. I wanna take loads of pictures during the summer break. :D And get them printed so I can send them as postcards or something. That'd be pretty cool. :D 

I can't believe I'm missing Incubus this Saturday. I'm so annoyed. The only reason I'm not going is cos' Anna isn't going cos' she's broke and I don't want to go with anyone else. No fuuuun. sigh. oh well... 

I wanna highlight my hair. But I'm thinking twice. Cos' I don't want my hair to get damaged and drier than it already is. Hm.

So the video is just a lil' something. I don't know about you, but I think she's amazing and if she keeps getting views she can actually get really famous. She has a really pretty voice. (: 

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So I decided to add a little colour to my blog since it's been grey this whole time. I suppose blue will do for a while (:

Fairies do exist. They’re just a little… shy. 

Cravingggg!

Home Sweet Home.

Camp is overrrr. We got back today. I have so much to say about camp. Both good, and bad. I had so much fun. And I'm pretty sure everyone else did too. We did 3 main activities, which were canoeing, the obstacle course, and the rope course. I thoroughly enjoyed each activity. Anna was my partner for canoeing, and omg, it was the bomb. We were on fiaaaah. I was quite surprised that we were one of the fastest. Canoeing was our first activity, and it was under the hooooot sun. But it was a good workout, and I swear, I got bigger biceps after canoeing for an hour and a half or so. :P
Anyways, on the first night, we were served dinner, which was s.h.i.t. It was disgusting. Yeaaaaah, I know what you're thinking. "it's a camp, obviously it's gonna be shit." But we paid 520 bucks for this camp. We got shit rooms, and shit food. I swear the drinks were diluted. The drinks were mostly water, with then, a bit of cordial. Even the breakfast milk was diluted! How gross right?

So on day 2, we had to finish both our other activities, which were the rope and obstacle course. Again, it was incredibly hot. Worse than the day before. We had to walk quite abit, before we got to the hill which we had to climb in order to get to the obstacle course. What we didn't know, was that the hills and rocky areas we climbed were part of the obstacle course. So once we got to the top, everyone was quite tired already. We then got down to doing the actual obstacle course. Since I don't know the names of the obstacle courses, I'm just gonna show pictures that a friend of mine took.
 

 

We learnt alot through this camp. We learnt about teamwork,trust and support. The things we did really showed how much our class supports each other. I realised that my class is so tight. Everyone is there for each other. When one of us messed up, which happened 10 000 times, the whole class never got angry at that one person. Instead, we worked together. I was amazed at the teamwork my class and I showed during camp. We had sat through a talk before, and I swear the talk actually helped everyone. My class has just become so much closer after this camp. And I'm also so much closer to other people in my year now. <3
I wanna do it all over again. ):
But now I'm falling sick.
Oh and the beach also had jelly fish, and I got stung on both legs and it hurt like a bitch. just sayin'.

Btw all pictures shown here were taken by Christopher Wong (: 

C A M P !

Tomorrow is my year 10 camp to Lumut. We're going for 2 nights, 3 days. I am quite excited. There's a small part of me that's nervous though. I don't know what sort of activities we're gonna do... But yea. we're staying at a five-star hotel and guess who's my room mate?

Tadaaaa. yup. It's anna. This is gonna be fuuuuuun. (; Just two retards in a room, imagine all the shit we'll be doing. lolers. I hope I've packed the right things for camp. I haven't got track bottoms. Apparently we need them soo..... yah. And I always over-pack. I practically packed my entire wardrobe. Oh well. Just in case I spill juice on my shirt.... Haha. Anyway, I'm bringing my camera. Anna and I are thinking of going out in the middle of the second night to the beach to chill. Can't waaait. I haven't been to camp in 2 years I think? So this is gonna be interesting. Oh and on the second day, we'll be canoeing. (; And we'll have time to chill by the beach. <3 Buuuut I'm gonna miss my bed. I love my bed. Oh well. At least this isn't one of those camps where we have to sleep in sleeping bags. I hate sleeping bags.

Ooooh yummy.

"Price Tag", by Jessie J and B.O.B. - Cover by CIMORELLI!

A family of 6 girls and 5 boys. And all 6 girls can sing. amazing. <3

Rolling In the Deep Cover (Adele) with Rudi Aliza!

<3 <3 <3 <3333333

Jessie J Price Tag Cover

My only wish is to have you here by my side. 

Michael Collings - Britain's Got Talent 2011 Audition

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Looool I love how my smile in all my pictures on the top of my blog are almost identical.

You will never know how many times I’ve laid in my bed, all night, just thinking of how much you mean to me, and how much I love you.

I hate not being able to see you.

There is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else; they’re often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really, want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else. Chuck Klosterman

It’s the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it hits you, I meanreally hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder. What if for some reason things don’t work out? How are you possibly going to live without them? Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for, now has the power to break your heart. Someone you used to never hangout with, now owns most of your time. Someone that you thought you’d never love, owns your entire heart. Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold on forever. 

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I've received a few of my results for my exams this week, and I'm not happy.at all. I feel very defeated. And demotivated. I feel like all my efforts that I DID actually put into studying went to waste since I didn't get the results I wanted. I did horribly for Chemistry and Math. Surprisingly I passed ICT and Geography, which were the two subjects I was certain I would fail. I haven't received my English and Literature results yet. I thought I was going to fail Business, but surprisingly I didn't. I NEED A's for both English and Literature. Here are my results so far:

Bio- B

Chemistry- E

Malay- A

Math- D

Geo- B

ICT- C

Business- B

I can't believe I got a D for Math omg. i want to die. No really I want to kill myself.  I have never gotten a D for math.ever. Wtf is this shit. Honestly I don't know what to do anymore. What's the point of working so bloody hard when I don't even get the results I want? I need to work alot harder than I am right now. I know I can do it. It'll take shitloads of time and effort, but if I try, I know I'll be able to do it. Kinda sucks. Meh. ok gaizzz I'm gonna go kill myself now. bai.

HAHAHA. lmfao.

Only a few people care,

The rest are just curious.

I am sooo trying this. (: 

Amen.

Hey gaaaizzz. I decided I'm going to post things I find on Tumblr here instead of reblogging it on Tumblr, because I don't like Tumblr that much. so yah. xoxo.

Ok so… I didn’t go running today like I was supposed to.fml.

Don’t be sad because of people. They will all die.

Tumblr is indeed awesome. (: 

Sexy boy <3

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Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will only cause permanent psychological damage.

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Exams are finally over! I stayed over at Anna's on Friday night. I had so much fun. Anna and I stayed up doing shit. Like making ourselves look like maids. We were up till 2.30 in the morning Skyping with Ajay and camwhoring. It was loadsa fun. We also watched Green Lantern earlier that night. And we pissed the shit outta everyone in the theatre. I finally got to apologise to Anna's mom, and she apologised to my parents about everything that happened in January, and now we're all good again. <3 I went for Han's birthday party yesterday. There was a bouncy castle. Yeah, I know what you're thinking. You're probably thinking that I'm way too old for that. But trust me, if you had gone on it, you would've looooved it. I DID :D and I had Han's amazing Moist Chocolate birthday cake, which tasted like heaven. I'm craving for some right now. I'm also craving for some of Anna's mom's tortillas. <3 <3 <3 looool. I'm such a fattie sometimes (y) Anyways, gotta keep the promise I made to myself; run everyday once exams are over. Since exams are already over, I'm gonna start tomorrow. Wish me luck (: 

Behind every liar is a fool that believes them.

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Why the hell is the picture quality so bad?