I've received a few of my results for my exams this week, and I'm not happy.at all. I feel very defeated. And demotivated. I feel like all my efforts that I DID actually put into studying went to waste since I didn't get the results I wanted. I did horribly for Chemistry and Math. Surprisingly I passed ICT and Geography, which were the two subjects I was certain I would fail. I haven't received my English and Literature results yet. I thought I was going to fail Business, but surprisingly I didn't. I NEED A's for both English and Literature. Here are my results so far:
Bio- B
Chemistry- E
Malay- A
Math- D
Geo- B
ICT- C
Business- B
I can't believe I got a D for Math omg. i want to die. No really I want to kill myself. I have never gotten a D for math.ever. Wtf is this shit. Honestly I don't know what to do anymore. What's the point of working so bloody hard when I don't even get the results I want? I need to work alot harder than I am right now. I know I can do it. It'll take shitloads of time and effort, but if I try, I know I'll be able to do it. Kinda sucks. Meh. ok gaizzz I'm gonna go kill myself now. bai.
