Sunday, July 31, 2011

Friday, July 29, 2011


Amy, I loved you from the very start. 
<3

If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

Reading my diary <3 
(: 
I laik your dimple. :D <3 

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you. 
 ♥

A whole other world, a different dimension.

I've been feeling very.. lonely lately. I don't know why. Maybe it's PMS, who knows? But I don't like the feeling one bit. Feels like I have no one in the world to talk to except maybe one or two important people in my life. It sucks. I wake up every morning to just another day hoping I'm going to get something out of it. I go to bed every night knowing that I haven't achieved much at all throughout the day. And mind you, this happens everyday. Yes I know I can help it. I can fix it for myself. But question is, do I want to? I have no one here with me to talk to that I'm too absorbed in my own self-pity. I mean if no one is going to feel sorry for me, maybe I should feel sorry for myself? Yes, yes I know it sounds bloody retarded. It is. I'm still convinced this is PMS. Everyone seems to be living their happy little lives with a sense of direction in what they're going to do and where they're going to be but me? I feel all.. ished. Ok hopefully this feeling goes away tomorrow. Good night. 

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most. I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

♥

Heeeeeeee<3 
Guess whoooo?
Isn't he just adorable!?!? 
<3 <3 <3

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Okay so I am quite satisfied with the results.. heeee :D Will post pictures when I can be bothered to take them. (: Promise!
Dying my hair. With moral support from the sister. DIY hair dyeing is so scary. :/ WHAT IF MY HAIR TURNS BRIGHT RED. D; I'm so scared. I have to leave it in for 30 minutes. This is so nerve wrecking. I'll post pictures (if it looks okay) when it's done. Fingers crossed! 
x

Friday, July 22, 2011

Summer vacation is finally hereeee! hm. what to do, what to do... I have shitloads of holiday homework. And I need to complete it before I go to New Zealand or I won't have time. wtf.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

I literally cannot stop laughing each time I watch this video hahahahahahahaha.