Looool I love how my smile in all my pictures on the top of my blog are almost identical.

You will never know how many times I’ve laid in my bed, all night, just thinking of how much you mean to me, and how much I love you.

I hate not being able to see you.

There is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else; they’re often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really, want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else. Chuck Klosterman

It’s the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it hits you, I meanreally hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder. What if for some reason things don’t work out? How are you possibly going to live without them? Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for, now has the power to break your heart. Someone you used to never hangout with, now owns most of your time. Someone that you thought you’d never love, owns your entire heart. Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold on forever. 

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I've received a few of my results for my exams this week, and I'm not happy.at all. I feel very defeated. And demotivated. I feel like all my efforts that I DID actually put into studying went to waste since I didn't get the results I wanted. I did horribly for Chemistry and Math. Surprisingly I passed ICT and Geography, which were the two subjects I was certain I would fail. I haven't received my English and Literature results yet. I thought I was going to fail Business, but surprisingly I didn't. I NEED A's for both English and Literature. Here are my results so far:

Bio- B

Chemistry- E

Malay- A

Math- D

Geo- B

ICT- C

Business- B

I can't believe I got a D for Math omg. i want to die. No really I want to kill myself.  I have never gotten a D for math.ever. Wtf is this shit. Honestly I don't know what to do anymore. What's the point of working so bloody hard when I don't even get the results I want? I need to work alot harder than I am right now. I know I can do it. It'll take shitloads of time and effort, but if I try, I know I'll be able to do it. Kinda sucks. Meh. ok gaizzz I'm gonna go kill myself now. bai.

HAHAHA. lmfao.

Only a few people care,

The rest are just curious.

I am sooo trying this. (: 

Amen.

Hey gaaaizzz. I decided I'm going to post things I find on Tumblr here instead of reblogging it on Tumblr, because I don't like Tumblr that much. so yah. xoxo.

Ok so… I didn’t go running today like I was supposed to.fml.

Don’t be sad because of people. They will all die.

Tumblr is indeed awesome. (: 

Sexy boy <3

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Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will only cause permanent psychological damage.

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Exams are finally over! I stayed over at Anna's on Friday night. I had so much fun. Anna and I stayed up doing shit. Like making ourselves look like maids. We were up till 2.30 in the morning Skyping with Ajay and camwhoring. It was loadsa fun. We also watched Green Lantern earlier that night. And we pissed the shit outta everyone in the theatre. I finally got to apologise to Anna's mom, and she apologised to my parents about everything that happened in January, and now we're all good again. <3 I went for Han's birthday party yesterday. There was a bouncy castle. Yeah, I know what you're thinking. You're probably thinking that I'm way too old for that. But trust me, if you had gone on it, you would've looooved it. I DID :D and I had Han's amazing Moist Chocolate birthday cake, which tasted like heaven. I'm craving for some right now. I'm also craving for some of Anna's mom's tortillas. <3 <3 <3 looool. I'm such a fattie sometimes (y) Anyways, gotta keep the promise I made to myself; run everyday once exams are over. Since exams are already over, I'm gonna start tomorrow. Wish me luck (: 

Behind every liar is a fool that believes them.

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Why the hell is the picture quality so bad? 

Exams are over bitches.

I haven't blogged for almost a month! Sorry. Lotsa things have happened. Finally moved house. Just got Unifi installed yesterday. It is awesome btw. This week is a holiday for me. But noooo, I cant have fun during my HOLIDAYS, because I need to study for my exams which are next week. I NEED to do well. :/ I'm so nervous. I keep thinking of all the bad things that could happen. Like failing. and getting an F. And I really dont want that to happen. So im gonna study. Like right now. Will blog again after exams :D