It won't wait for me now, or ever. It just keeps running. Time is never gonna be on my side, that's something I have to realise. & so I need to pick myself back up, and push myself forward. I have a future to look forward to. I can't live my life trying to fix the things in the past that I messed up. So maybe it's okay to forget everything and move on. & for the things I did wrong, I'm pretty sure I learnt from my mistakes, and if I didn't, there shall be consequences later on. & there will be many more mistakes to come, that I'm certain of. But there will also be many more lessons and experiences gained from it all. I can't live in regret. Oh the sadness it brings, thinking about all the things I've done wrong. I have to stop looking at what I did wrong & start looking at what I did right. Just like a passing cloud, this whole thing will pass sooner or later. I won't have to think so much about it. & hey, I made mistakes, but on the other hand, I learned a lot from this too. Maybe it isn't all that bad. Maybe it isn't such a bad thing that I got grounded. Just like Jo said, it'll give me time to think things through, and it'll give me time to heal. Yeah, time never stops to wait for you to heal, but I'm a multi tasker and I can do 2 things at a time. Focus on life, and heal(;
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