"Streets Of Gold"

You can say it all
And I can bite my tongue
Cause it would take all week
To tell you where I'm from
I know what your about
Why don't you close your mouth?
And step right over here
So we can dance this out

These lazy days are way too long
Like razor blades, under your tongue
And the city lights, will burn you down
Or build you up, high above the ground

High above the ground, high above the ground
High above the ground

The club is getting dark
And I can feel the heat
I set my hands right down
To right below your knees
If this is all there is
Then this is all there can be
Cause I don't see no road
That leads to you, and me.

Paved the way on empty roads
Into a gray and gold headstone?
And I'm proud to take my angel home
But tonight, you walk on streets of gold

Walk on streets of gold, you walk on streets of gold

Where did you go? When the sun rose
Now I know, how to get off these dirt roads
To find these streets of gold
Where did you go? When the sun rose
Now I know how to get off these dirt roads
To find these streets of gold


Walk on streets of gold, you walk on streets of gold 

This life is such a 

r.o.l.l.e.r      c.o.a.s.t.e.r     r.i.d.e

Now I'm feelin so fly like G6;)

what the hell is a G6 anyways?:|

I fell asleep on the computer. Yep. I'm that tired.
Tired of all the drama.


Honestly, why did I ever get so close to you anyways?
You've been using me this whole time. Now that you've got your guy, you think you're so high and mighty.
Think twice.
You'd be no one if it weren't for the friends you made when you first came here.
I thought we were best friends?
Obviously I thought wrong, and so did everyone else.
If you'd like to talk sht about me, at least have the guts to say it in my face, instead of behind my back.
You really aren't that great, so get over yourself.
Half the people I'm close to are talking about you being sucha ..
I haven't told you anything yet, cos I know it'll hurt you.
Why should I bother about your feelings?
Because I am a real friend unlike you, hypocrite.
I actually have feelings for the people around me.
You have no idea how many people you've hurt. Including me.


But it's all good.
We learn from mistakes.
My big mistake is that I trusted the wrong people.
It's alright, I'm strong. Stronger than you think.
I know how to pick myself up even when I've been through sht like this.
So don't go about telling others I'm a bitch.
Because it takes one to know one. 
I hope you find a friend who is just like you.
Because I'm done playing the part of the "best friend" here.
Oh and, a "sorry" won't change anything. At least not for now.
(:


xoxo ♥

it' farrrr to early to go to bed so instead, i'm downloading and burning awesome songs onto a cd;) 
OMG I GOT MY BLACKBERRY FIXED AFTER CENTURIES. 
That's the best thing that happened to me today;) Love love love it. 


I've been calling you and you haven't been home to answer. It's as if we aren't friends anymore, you're so busy with school:( I miss talking on the phone for hourssss. And plus you don't even have your hand phone with you right now. ish >;(

Why deny this simple truth?

You know my name, not my story.

I miss you. ♥

:(

What's wrong baby girl?
Whatcha going through now?
You know you can tell me anything,
I'd always try my best to cheer you up.


I am hoping,
wishing,
praying,
that you don't leave.
Because if you do, 
I'll never see you again.


You and I have been through 4 years of friendship together,
All the laughter,
All the fights,
All the little things
That make us smile.


You're amazing,
and special.
Anyone who tells you the opposite is a jackass.


I want you to know that no matter how far we are,
I'll always be there for you.
I'll always stand by you.


You were my best friend,
You still are,
You always will be. 

- P.s I love you ♥

 ♥ 

So I got my boots on,
Got the right amount of leather
And I'm doing me up with a black coloured liner
And I'm working my strut but I know it don't matter
All we need in this world is some love

There's a thin line between the dark side,
And the light side, baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble, tryin'a find it

But if I had you,
That would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah if I had you,
Then money, fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you,
Life would be a party, it'd be ecstasy
Yeah, if I had you

From New York to LA getting high rock and rolling
Get a room trash it up 'til it's ten in the morning
Girls in stripper heels, boys rolling in Maserati's
What they need in this world is some love
There's a thin line between the wild time,
And a flat-line, baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble, tryin'a find it

But if I had you,
That would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah if I had you,
Then money, fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you,
Life would be a party, it'd be ecstasy
Yeah, if I had you

The flashing of the lights
It might feel so good
But I got you stuck on my mind, yeah
The flashing and the stage, it might get me high
But it don't mean a thing tonight

That would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah if I had you,
Then money, fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you,
Life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
Yeah if I had you

That would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah if I had you,
Then money, fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party, it'd be ecstasy
Yeah if I had you


;)

She's ridin' Solo...lol jk...She's ridin' Everyone.

HAHAHA. This is why I love Facebook. :P

Stop telling lies about me & I will stop telling the truth about you. 

bad day.

I swear Ms.K is so biased. Such a b. Just needs people to pick on. I hope she gets run over by a lorry. No, seriously.

Oh today everyone was on FB in ICT. It was awesomeee:P We were spamming people's walls:P AND OMG. MR MURU DELETED ME! :P or maybe I deleted him from fb. I can't remember. Oh well. I'm gonna add him now:P

H.y.p.o.c.r.i.t.e

I hope I give you nightmares. 

Airen's finally got something going;)

*wink wink

I hope it works out for her.

♥

If I die young.

I wanna go on a holiday. you know like, to America or New Zealand or something. I miss my cousins there and I.need.to.shop.  D: I haven't been there in 2 years. I miss my grandma too:(  OMGOMGOMG. I GOT 77% for my Math test that I SWORE I was gonna fail. How cool is THAT? (yeah i know it isn't tht cool but shut up).

"If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song"

Some of them want to use you.

Some of them want to get used by you.          

Some of them want to abuse you.

Some of them want to be abused.

                    ♥

I seriously hate how my right upper arm muscle won't stop twitching. It's so frikkin annoying, i swear. It's like,.. like a heartbeat, you know. It thumps. And if you look really closely at my arm, you actually SEE it thumping. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

First day back at school wasn't all that bad after all;)

So I know I was all annoyed and upset about going back to school. But hey, today was actually pretty fun considering the fact that it was the first day after 2 whole weeks of break. So.. lessons started off with IGCSE PE, which wasn't too good since we had to copy loads and loads of work off the Smart board. But then the lesson after that was awesomeeee. It was Malay. I am in beginners' Malay, which means I'm in Mr.Hasni's class. I swear Mr. Hasni is so blur, but I guess he's okayyy. :P

So anywaysssss, we were talking about "ayats". And he eventually asked us to make sentences for him to correct and all. So we did. But my class, oh, we're different. Our sentences were.. Let's just say, interesting. ;)
I decided I wanted my sentence to be lyrics from a song, translated into Malay.

So the first song I thought of was 'Bad Romance'.
Here's the English sentence: You & me could write a bad romance.
And here's the Malay sentence:  Kamu dan saya boleh tulis cinta nakal. 
Yeah, I know it probably doesn't make sense, but DUDEEEE. I'M IN BEGINNERS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.
But then I decided that it was a good enough sentence. So I asked Evelyn to suggests lyrics. And she sure as hell did. :P
Here's the English lyrics: Baby, turn me on so that I can turn off the lights.
Here's the Malay: Bayi, pasangkan saya oleh itu saya boleh matikan lampu.

Another one:
English: Lose your mind, lose it now, lose your clothes in the crowd.
Malay: Hilangkan otak kamu, hilangkan ia sekarang, hilangkan baju kamu dalam banyak orang. 

So I used the last one for my sentence. And then.. WE HAD TO WRITE IT ON THE BOARD FOR EVERYONE TO SEE. :P

I wrote mine. And the class burst out laughing. :P

Haziq's sentence was something like this: "Nama kawan saya 'Lee Qock Puss' dan dia suka makan sausage."
HAHAHAHAHAHA:P

And Gnaegi's was something like this: "Nama kawan saya 'Tes Tikeles' dan nama abang dia ' Paed 'O' file'.
:P

malay class was EPIC. beat that:P

Later in the day, I had ICT. So Mr.Muru gave us this worksheet to be completed during the lesson and I had so many questions. Like what's a joystick. So I just "announced" the question and everyone started laughing. Then I realised what I said. fml. Anyways, Mr.Muru's reply was: "It is what you use to play games."
LMAO.

So today was pretty dayumm awesome. ;)

♥

She may sometimes be considered as an anti-christ superstar. But I personally feel that she is one of the smartest people ever. 

People dislike Lady Gaga for being so different. I mean, have you seen the things she wears? Having diet coke cans in her hair, wearing some meat costume at the VMA's.. But you know what I think? I think it's okay to be different. Just like celebrities like Marilyn Manson, for example. They have their own style and just because their style is so different from ours, it makes them weird. Now I'm not saying Lady Gaga is perfectly fine, because we all know she isn't. She does things that are inappropriate and at times, immoral. And god, the way she dresses is sometimes just so hilarious.

But have you heard some of her songs? Have you actually payed attention to the lyrics? They're amazing. They express exactly how many of us feel. Her music is more than just words written down and composed into a song. Her music isn't just the normal kinda songs we hear on the radio all the time. They're so catchy, they make you wanna get up and dance your heart out.

It's the kinda music I want everyday, to keep me going.

Many of my favourite quotes are by the genius herself:


"Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn't love you anymore." 


"I just I felt like a freak, I guess what I'm trying to say is
I want to liberate them, I want to free them of their fears and make them feel that they can create their own space in the world" 


"They can't scare me, if I scare them first." 


"Well, that's your opinion, isn't it? And I'm not about to waste my time trying to change it." 


"Peace. it does not mean to be in a place where there is no trouble, noise, or hard work. it means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart." 


"You have to be unique, and different, and shine in your own way."


"And now, I'm just trying to change the world, one sequin at a time." 


"All that ever holds somebody back, I think, is fear. For a minute I had fear. Then I went into the dressing room and shot my fear in the face..." 


"Love is like a brick. You can build a house, or you can sink a dead body." 


"Once you kill a cow, you gotta make a burger" 

Lady Gaga isn't just like everyone else, like all the other artists. 

She's different.

I like different.

I want to be different.

Hah. Haven't blogged in so long and my first blog post in this new blog is about going back to school.

Damnn. 

Soo, school officially starts tomorrow after 2 weeks of nothing-ness. I realllllyyyy don't wanna friggin go back to school. Everything is just gonna start moving so fast and before i know it, it's gonna be 2011. Hmph. 

Before our raya break, school was all fun. not that stressful. Just learnt a bunch of new things. Once we get back, the rate of work is gonna speed up, by ALOT. not cool at all. :|

So uh, recently, I just saw a changed relationship status of someone that honestly, shocked the shit outta me. Yeah, I'm certainly not gonna mention names but uh, I found it so funny when I saw who this certain person is dating. Here's the best part, this certain person is pretty good looking and is very young. But the new partner, just, omg. TOTAL OPPOSITE. :O and when I say total opposite, I also mean the age part. Yeah, much much older than this person. Kinda weird. :O Oh well..