I want to be super skinny. 

New Zealandddd!

My 2 week holiday is over): It didn't feel like 2 weeks. It felt like... a few days. I had so much fun I'd love to do it all over again. It was freezing cold since it's winter there right now. It's my second time going to New Zealand and I love it even more. People are so amazingly friendly. I can't even begin to describe how beautiful New Zealand is. Everything about it is so chilled, so laid back. I would absolutely love to live there. In fact, my dad is already thinking of migrating. The sheep there are so fat and cute and omg when they run, it's the funniest sight ever. Oh and there's this really yummy cookie called CookieTime which is made in New Zealand and they are heavenly. I do have a complaint about New Zealand though. Everything is too bloody expensive. Even for the locals. Aaaanyways, pictures are on fb. (:

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New Zealand tomorrow, for 2 weeks, and I haven't even packed yet.shit.

New Zealand in a weeeeeeeek!

The Bomb.

Our little princess♥

Amy, I loved you from the very start. 

<3

If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

Reading my diary <3 

(: 

I laik your dimple. :D <3 

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you. 
 ♥

A whole other world, a different dimension.

I've been feeling very.. lonely lately. I don't know why. Maybe it's PMS, who knows? But I don't like the feeling one bit. Feels like I have no one in the world to talk to except maybe one or two important people in my life. It sucks. I wake up every morning to just another day hoping I'm going to get something out of it. I go to bed every night knowing that I haven't achieved much at all throughout the day. And mind you, this happens everyday. Yes I know I can help it. I can fix it for myself. But question is, do I want to? I have no one here with me to talk to that I'm too absorbed in my own self-pity. I mean if no one is going to feel sorry for me, maybe I should feel sorry for myself? Yes, yes I know it sounds bloody retarded. It is. I'm still convinced this is PMS. Everyone seems to be living their happy little lives with a sense of direction in what they're going to do and where they're going to be but me? I feel all.. ished. Ok hopefully this feeling goes away tomorrow. Good night. 

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most. I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.